Category: Uncategorized
Sonnet CXXIII
No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
Thy pyramids built up with newer might
To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
They are but dressings of a former sight.
Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
What thou dost foist upon us that is old;
And rather make them born to our desire
Than think that we before have heard them told.
Thy registers and thee I both defy,
Not wondering at the present nor the past,
For thy records and what we see doth lie,
Made more or less by thy continual haste.
This I do vow and this shall ever be;
I will be true despite thy scythe and thee.
–billy shakespeare, no. cxxiii
Blake Butler
Passages from Blake Butler’s recently released monument, 300,000,000.
In our year here god is not a being but a system, composed in dehydrated fugue
In the full darkness, there is a word
The word encompasses the darkness
This word occurs because of god
I crawled and crawled along the floor of the ground of the extending darkness
Out of the color of the night, there appeared buildings in the distance, houses, tombs
There were networks of understanding and direction
Wires draped the air like no one’s trees
The world was silent when I woke in smoke
No longer unwinding into nothing as its layers grew apart.
I see the sea replicating in its nothing, pushing sand against the sand
I cannot reach the sea
The days went on and on inside me.
I knew my name was or had been but could not say it and it no longer felt like language
The name is not important
Your name’s not really your name
There are people, and there are minds, and in the minds there are corridors and glue and other people
There are unique locations on the earth, accessible only through certain openings available only for short periods of time while they are available and can be opened into other locations
This is the system of the world
The temporary doors to the unique locations are carried in our bodies, in thoughts
They are carried in moments and forms and quickly disappearing spaces I am speaking to you from one of those locations.
There is a force who moves among our bodies, coming through your holes into the world and slowly knitting
It will be the ending of us all, in a form beyond simply a body
This is not a bad thing
You are surrounded by mirrors
You make the world out of your mind
You are not dead and you will never be and you are dead and you are not alive and you’re alive and you will never be
Baijayanta Mukhopadhyay
Everything we see now was once compressed to a single point, tiny and dense. The universe as a unit, possibilities collapsed into a pinpoint, pregnant with potential. From that unfathomable nothing came everything, creation bursting forth in this promise of revolution that nothing that was once will ever more be, building multitudes of vistas from that one dot from which time begins, galaxies spinning out in a breathing ocean of dark matter, connecting us with each rise and fall to the most distant stars. How do we return to that place of possibility? How do we rewind to that moment when beauty and justice are waiting, balancing on their tiptoes to hurl out into the darkness, spreading constellations of supernovae and milky ways to light the night skies of our futures? Our revolution will be the ultimate act of creation. To gather ourselves, to bring everything we have at our disposal together, to envisage glory, we must return to a place of origin, a convergence, where we become so tiny and so dense in our imagination, where we unwind ourselves until we are nothing but molecules, atoms, quarks steeping in our togetherness, before we release ourselves anew, to build anew.
– Baijayanta Mukhopadhyay
Comment on Jeremy Taylor
we are as water; weak and of no consequence, always descending, abiding in no certain place, unless we are detained with violence; and every little breath of wind makes us rough and tempestuous and troubles our faces; every trifling accident discomposes us; and as the face of waters wafting in a storm so wrinkles itself that it makes upon its forehead furrows deep and hollow like a grave, so do our great and little cares and trifles first make the wrinkles of old age, and then they dig a grave for us; and there is in nature nothing so contemptible, but it may meet us in such circumstances that it may be too hard for us in our weakness; and the sting of a bee is a sharp weapon enough to pierce the finger of a child or the lip of a man; and those creatures which nature hath left without weapons yet are they armed sufficiently to vex those parts of a man which are left defenseless and obnoxious to a sunbeam, to the roughness of a sour grape, to the unevenness of a gravel stone to the dust of a wheel, or the unwholesome breath of a star looking awry upon a sinner
— jeremy taylor
1 If we are as water, liquid and adaptive, then we wish to display ourselves to the world as ice: solid and assured and unmoving—as a rock for others to lean on; but we are more like steam. The transient space of metaphor and image conducts reality toward representation consequentially producing a catalytic reaction, a spark, the heat, which commits one’s liquid life to vapor. Decompress, get swept up in the wind, dwell in the lungs of men, ride upon a sunbeam, flow down the stream into another being.
2 Sometimes, it helps to look at the sky when rowing these uncertain waves. Clouds may offer solace where water even fails. The decompressed molecules hovering up there provide the needed winds for one’s sails. Recently I’ve been getting so high that I can touch the silver lining. Yet even heavenly clouds comprise the floor of a cosmic sea, of which we are all grotesque bottomfeeders.